lifeofvivien

 i'm going!

summer had come by and it's gone.
fall semester is starting tml and i feel so not prepare.
from timetable to commitment
to add on to that, with all that i'm going through now, it super shitty.
a smile on your face, can mask all that you are going through
oh wells.  
i hope to sort out everything asap so that i can kick start everything in the order it should go.
i need a break to sort things out but i dont have the time. :(
let fate takes control cause i cant go through this alone! 

it's JUNE baby!
it's the middle of the year.
i cant wait to for the end of the year.
june calls for celebration of things done in the past few months.
looking back,
i'm thankful for so so so many things
family, school, career and more.
this year is a year of opportunity and growth.
opportunity that i may never thought it would happen but it did! PTL
growth that i may not expect it but again it did happen!
looking at these 5 months that had passed,
i'm simply thankful for all that had happened.

talking to my mum about love and death.
death is a very simple thing
everyone will go through it one day, it's either sooner or later.
death is a phrase where people regret things they could have done better to the person. 
than my question is why wait! 
why wait for the person to be gone than regret?
why cant we treat this person in a way that we will not regret eventually.
in short,
i know i will definitely miss my dad more when he move on eventually
my dad is like a hero to me.
although he may scolds and nags but i love him alot.
maybe that's why we have such huge connection between each other.
a connection that no one can understand.

ONE LOVE!

summer is here and i'm enjoying it.
even though i may feel very tired with school commitment piling up but i'm still glad that i took summer 1 off.
it's really awesome to know so so many new friends from UB.
they are really fun people to hang out with.
awesome pursome!!! can't wait for more outing with them
there is always a first time to everything.
first time going to nepal in exactly 2 weeks time.
first time to running 10km marathon in KL in about a months time.
cheers to many first time!

on the other hand, sometime we have to weight our opportunity and desire.
very decision you make, you pain a price for it.

while sitting at ion starbucks, right in front of me was a mother and son.
how fortunate we can be!
when we were young, our parents give up all their time to be there with us.
to feed us food and nutrients item since baby to toddler to child.
giving their best for a better tml for their kids.
but one thing that strikes me,
are we able to give our best to our parents when they turn old, ugly and frig.
will we still be there for them.

............. 

it's been a long and rusty time since i'm here blogging.
many things going on this year!
i feel my life being so awesome.
great plans and prospects coming up!
i thank god for how things are going and i'm really enjoying it.

my greatest plan and hope is to go over to ub and graduate.
AND I'M GOING OVER!
my dad wants to accompany me there but.....
i guess my plans and hopes will be super effective
i'm thankful that i'm going over to graduate!
mixed feelings about it.
but i guess doors will eventually open up when the dates draw nearer.
thinking through all of this.

something to spice up this june!
i have decided to go for the nepal ocip learning journey
it's been a tough decision and it's rough time through the application.
it's 10 days only but i'm looking forward to it.

summer timetable this year is a freaking big killer.!
i have class every single day and is like 8.30 to 6pm.
not too sure how things will go

it's17 days into 2010, everything been great
through these 17days,
lessons learnt,
friends are made,
experiences gained
impacted people.

this 17 days of jan are just so wonderful,
though it may seems as a roller coaster ride,
but it's all worthwhile

i stopped living in 2009 already,
i had moved on to what awakes me in 2010.
new dreams, new goals and new opportunities.

Welcome 2010, a year of HOPE, BLESSING & ENCOURAGEMENT!

Today is the first day of the rest of my LIFE,
A step into the unknown, a leap into my DREAMS!
I smell SUCCESS in this year!
It may be small, but I'm walking,running and jumping towards my goal each day.
Life is like a parashoot, it can only work when it's open! KEEP YOUR MIND OPEN TO ALL POSSIBILITY!!
I'm looking forward to whatever that lies ahead of me.
Greater believe, strength and power.
Best year yet to be!
YES! THIS IS THE YEAR!

XOXO